Another Lost Weekend
If I ever thought of lying I'd rather be dying instead
And maybe you'll remember
The last time you called me to say we were through
How it took a million tears just to prove they all were for you
But those days are through
'Cause it wouldn't have made any difference
If you loved me
How could you love me
When it wouldn't really make any difference
If you really loved me
You just didn't love me
'Cause I know of hundreds of times I could be
In the most unfaithful arms that you always picture me
Well maybe
Forum
memory inside
Relay switch
Has short curcuited
Chemical imbalance
Rotted away, my brain, insane
In pain, no pain
No feeling
What's that? Oh it's just the ceiling
Infamiliar
Who are you?
Who am I?
Am I just a skeleton in deguise?
Socailly demeaning
No one cares about me
I can't see myself...normal
But normal's like you
Me be like that?
No that you
Welcome to my happy aboad
Down that open road
CRAZY!!!!!!!
Twisted
Demented
Never knowing any monsters
Except the monsters running rampped deep down inside
I've got time to buy
Because...
I'm locked up
Marbles richochet off padded walls
Padded floors protect me when I fall
I can't stand up (too dizzy)
Can't hold on (arms in a straight jacket)
Can not talk, Mental confusion
I guess I'm losin' it!
Answer me!
Why doesn't anybody ever talk to me?
They just stick, pull, push, probe, look, take, inject, and wreak havoc
I'm tired of all my happy pills
Tired of my delusionary thrills
Tired of...Oh I'm so tired
(look at the pretty lights. Look at the pretty lights.)